THEN

UNTIL NOW I HAVE IT.

This is harder than having the tumor itself. Because I do not know how to get out of the mess created by my own head.

IT IS MORE DEVASTATING.

IT IS MORE DRAINING.

Life gets a little bit harder by the day.

Everytime I got out, after some time, I got back in again, with the help of yes, myself.

BUT AFTER YESTERDAY, I REALIZED THAT LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO BE LIVING IN A MESS.

SO I MADE THIS BLOG.

TO MAKE ME FORGET, ONE STEP AT A TIME.

ILL WRITE EVERYTHING FROM HEREON ONWARDS.

HOPEFULLY ONE DAY I’LL BE ABLE TO READ THIS AND SMILE ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT IS WRITTEN HERE.